Give yourself a chance.
Give yourself the opportunity to do something great.
You may be spending all this time training, but are you throwing your hat in the ring at the big meet? Did you even sign up? Are you working on the stuff you suck at?
It's never going to happen if you never throw your hat in the ring.
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